I like to say that I’m not doing particularly well at the moment. I’ve just had a guest, which was good. Now the guest is gone again and I’m trying to distract myself by drawing. I feel alone. I’m lacking social contacts and I don’t want to be a burden on anyone. I’ve been thinking a lot more than usual for a few weeks now. For the last week I’ve been a mixture of angry, sad and unhappy.
The pressure to earn money hasn’t really gone away either – at least I’ve completed my first order and am finally producing stuff for my shop again.
I’m annoyed with my printer, this piece of crap from hell and the unavailability of exactly the materials I need right now is also stressing me out.
So far so good, at least I produced a few test stickers today that came out of the crap printer much too small.
Sleep well you guys out there.